#1. I wished I were the kind of fragile girl who fumbles when shes uncertain and cries when shes upset. #2. dont ever use her as an ‘example’ when lecturing me. I may look calm on the outside but inside I’ve jumped off the bulding a million times. #3. its started march april 2009. I … Continue reading

melody of a wild dance

i’m really in no mood for assessment. I wanna just go curl up under the chair with her.

lumps of depression

my darling wont have long. I may not spend Christmas with her, she likely will not see me turn 21. I’m trying to let go with a smile, but its just something so hard to do. I feel like ditching everything just to spend her last chapter with her.