I’ve really grown up

while standing infront of my favourite pile of soil, I made a promise to be strong and move on. Because the once weak and dependent girl you know has seen the need to stop making you worry

08.12.2010

the thought of going somewhere quiet to hide for a night struck me as I sat beside my favourite lump of protruding earth.

02.10.2010

“it feeds on my will to be strong and destroys my control from within. My mind tells me to be strong but I uncontrollably weep. I’d love to let go but all it takes is a look at your face and my heart throbs against the ribs made cage.”