i must be stupid. felt like i took my heart and smashed it against spikes

 

I wanted to talk more, yet I dont wanna annoy you. Actually, what am I thinking, you stopped finding me endearing since long ago. I shouldnt even bother. Everything I say and do will annoy you. and the thought of that kills me from within even faster. more ‘what ifs’ struck me, but I guess its all too late for amends. I have fucking no idea whats going on in me. I just feel all over the place.

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