warning signs

when you suddenly break out in cold sweat and your vision feels like photoshop filters are enabled. your limbs go weak and the warm atmospheric air feels cold against your skin.

fail

blacked out and spilt dirty water over water color painting. ):

reflecting

all my life i wanted to make a difference. I realized what I’ve wanted/wished for has never changed but my emphasis, approach and focus shifts. After some years of discovery, I’m finally in the right place. But something is still not quite complete. Things I’ve always ben passionate about, Animal rights, environmental conservation, certain human … Continue reading

in my mental

The Mad Hatter: Have I gone mad? [Alice checks Hatter’s temperature] Alice Kingsley: I’m afraid so. You’re entirely bonkers. But I’ll tell you a secret. All the best people are. REALLY? I certainly hope so. because I think my sanity is fading away beneath my normal facade. I’m perusing perfection that isn’t practical for my … Continue reading

I knew whats y\my true calling after all! :D

You should get your PhD in Education You have a lot of inner strength, and you can dig deep when you need to. You are resilient. You are both patient and persistent. You don’t give up on anything or anyone. You have what it takes to be an amazing educator – no matter what the … Continue reading

view, seeing, perceiving

being smitten and charmed, i find the line between reality and imagination blurred. Did my brain guide me to detect things I’d like to see and neglect everything else? Did my wishful thinking result in me perceiving more than there actually is or have I viewed it objectively as I should and would in normal … Continue reading

Oh how the world has change within the past decade.

personally, I feel that competition in the classroom is essential but in all honesty we should reflect on this so-called ‘pedagogy’ of learning environment or the kind of mentors/educators we have. Isnt it more important to impart core values like graciousness and respect? Rather than emphasizing that our world is a ‘dogs eat dogs’ and … Continue reading

(: this is what you call a good personality quiz

You Are Wildly Inspired You want to inject as much art as you can into the world. You’re trying to make everything a little more gorgeous. For you, everything is always changing. Each moment is different and unique. You enjoy every experience you are given. You see life as a blessing. You are quirky, charming, … Continue reading

good rainy day

today was a really good day. I managed to get 30 more minutes of sleep. i reached school on time despite the heavy traffic, i walked under the rain, a lecturer praised my painting, I ate the BK Taro pie, I had 4hours to draw peacefully and managed 6 pieces of decent sketches and I … Continue reading

city lights