25th.may.2012

i hate defending myself when I’m accused. I hate school. I hate trying to be understood when people don’t bother.

Yes, I’m thinking like a whiny childish brat. But I can’t help it. its really disappointing. I’ve really tried. Maybe I’m just not good with handling failures. I’m scared to fail, I’m scared to disappoint. I’m scared of being helpless and useless. I’m scared I won’t achieve the financial means to make people I value happy. I really want to stop studying and work and save up and do things that makes myself and people happy.

 

“If a piece of paper defines the worth of your life, its not a life worth defining.”  -wisdom from a Facebook friend-

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