how it probably feels to suffocate

I have experiences of difficulty coughing out phlegm before, but this time, it was really scary. A blob of phlegm that choked up my whole air passage and too heavy to push out. I bend over, jumped, pounded my chest, inhaled and exhaled to no avail but still it refused to come out but the violent coughs prevented it from going back down. For a few seconds i really couldnt breath and my hands turned colder than usual and purple. Colour was draining from my face too.

So thats what it feels like to almost die.

Remember, do not cry. Not just because your tears makes those who hurt you even happier, but also because the mulcus produced can choke you. Never depend on anybody because i’m just a burden that nobody truly loves. Live alone and free and die young and happy

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